Almost there!!

Sorry I haven't updated in so long! Things always get crazy the last half of the quarter. So I've taken my Greek and Calculus finals, Intro to Folklore is on Tuesday. I've been studying for folklore all today and will be all tommorow. I've been taking my breaks, don't worry. :) Next quarter is so gonna suck! Yes! Well, I'm awaiting everyone's arrival, so until them I'm going to work since I've barely made any money this past month. No time to work.

Last night was fun, went out with Jenna and a bunch of friends to Red Robin. So bomb. I went all healthy and got the Caesar chicken wrap. Sometimes I don't think I should get the Teriyaki Burger cause you bite into it and it gets all over your face. Real cute. Saw the Dark Crystal, which I'd never seen before.

My family doesn't even have a christmas tree yet. I think we need to work on that. Pretty soon it'll be Christmas and then it won't matter anymore. And I need to get everyone's gifts. I know what I really want to get my mom, but its too expensive. Thankfully got some alternative ideas.

Blahhh..Okay. I really need to study. Folklore is very important, you know!

Quarter: Week 8

Yea~ in Bio! I know I like it now, but I'm actually taking the class I probably won't be as cheerful. Everything worked out, which is awesome. Kinda monotonous sched though. Guess it'll be easier to remember.

Folklore's pretty cool, we're reading jokes as homework which is okey dokey with me! I know some pretty good ones now. I made myself learn some jokes so that in case I ever get into an awkard social situation I can just be like, "So this guy walks into a bar..." haha.

I just can't believe that Thanksgiving's next week, eek. I am so ready to stuff my face, bring it on...

Chocolate :)

I know, I'm about to go to bed and I just ate like a fourth of a fat chocolate bar. Big eating no no. Hah! I feel good, all those endorphins. I can smell the chocolate bar just waiting for me to chomp it down. But I ain't that dumb- I know I won't feel good if eat that whole thang.

No but seriously even though I keep telling myself I'm going to I just gotta start excercising every couple days. Yikes. Mainly toning. It's so cold though... I mean I've got a super nice facility- the IMA- but it's like i gotta go all the way to the montlake side of campus..and gotta walk pretty far when I'm done to get to the 48 stop. So I'll be dead either when I get to the IMA or after I'm done at the IMA. I'm pretty lazy.

I'm really sorry I haven't been updating. Things are slightly nuts, as I'm sure everyone knows what thats like. Example, I got registration in six hours, yes six in the AM. But thankfully I've discovered it actually opens at 5:55 am, hopefully not too many other people know that! And 50 spots left in bio...ahhh! Sorry if I keep bring bio up, but it's the one class I've been trying and trying to get into. Seriously, I will be pissed if I don't get in this quarter.

Anyone remember that song by Savage Garden "like a chick a cherry cola..." those are pretty much still the only words I know! It's really hard to learn it. I'm going through another phase right now where I'm getting tired of my music, and I'd thought I'd never get tired of 4300 songs..oh it's so possible!

I've taken it upon myself to pursuade my dad to get my mom another wedding ring for christmas- its kinda sad, hers broke. So she only has her gold band engagement ring. It's just not right!! I want to do something really nice for her anyways, a gift that's special.

So I've decided to get a haircut. My mom agreed to pay for it to be cut at Habitude if I promised to change it. So..I said okay, how about I trim off a couple inches. She's like that's it?! And I said, well and I'll cut my bangs too! haha..I just don't know many styles that I don't have to do a ton for it to look good with my hair. Well maybe they could thin it out, like this one hairdresser from Greenwood Academy did. It didn't feel any thinner though! I think it's really funny, everyone whose ever cut my hair always asks me if my head feels lighter after a haircut..umm not really.

Well, I best get some shut eye so I can get up and fight off everyone for registration...later guys!

So I guess I'm stupid now!

Yes. Today was le grande day. I'm officially wisdom toothless. It actually wasn't that bad. I got some nitrous oxide and an IV. I just remember the doctor saying I was gonna start feeling sleepy and so I closed my eyes and then woke up like a second later. And they gave me an ice pack and a cute stuffed animal. My dad got my meds and frozen peas to keep any swelling down. I've had that on my face all day. I told him I'm not eating peas for a while...And felt nauseous afterward because apparently that's what happens when you swallow blood. Sorry if I'm bein gross. Afterwards weren't bad except when I took some of my meds I got pretty sleepy. And been bleeding a little today. No real pain or swelling-sweet! But I bet cause I wrote that I just jinxed myself and am gonna wake up tomorrow all chipmunk faced. hahaha... Can't drive till Sunday either which is lame. But it would be really lame getting a DUI for general anesthesia from a wisdom tooth extraction.

I've only eaten ice cream and jello pudding all day. DUDE. Heart beating all fast...I'm not supposed to do anything really stressful or physical so I didn't really do any homework. It was awesome.

Yea I deserve it cause I actually spent five hours yesterday on math- that's never ever happened before and I'm so proud of myself. 12 hours at school. So that makes up for missing school today.

Alrighty betta get to bed cause me startin to feel sleppy. (Midterms were this week.) And maybe that stuff I took. I don't know what its called...yea..

But now this quarter is almost half over! Yay!

Initiation Night

Penny turned 21 this week. So yesterday, in honor of that joyous occasion, she held a cocktail party last night/this morning. I have now finally attended a college party~ and it wasn't until my sophmore year. Sad, I know. But it was really fun, and I had a great time. I got to dress up in my little black dress I'd bought with P-Li and spent forever straightening my hair and carefully choosing some classy look makeup wise. Got another use out of my gold heels! Yes! That makes three special ocassions I've used them- winter ball, prom and this party. I only knew like five people who were there- and there were a ton of people going in and out.

And apparently I look like a hotter version of Sarah Silverman, go figure. It was funnay~one guy was like," You look like Sarah Silverman!" I gave a puzzled look (cause I'd never thought we looked alike) and he was like, "well, you know, except a little prettier.." Oh man, hahaha..

I brought Carolee with me as I was allowed to bring guests, and I figured she'd know Addison too, not just me. I got to meet some people, went to Dicks and had the best fries I've had in a while (its across the street from Penny's house) and danced and all that jazz. Didn't leave till three, which was fine except I should be at work at nine, but thankfully its pretty lax (but that doesn't mean I shouldn't come in on time anyway). I was pretty exhausted and slept in till like 9:30. So only like five hours of sleep but its all good. I've been able to survive on three-but I do NOT reccomend that. I do believe in that REM cycle I learned in psych- get sleep in multiples of three when you get REM sleep cause then you'll wake up easier than if you woke up during a REM cycle.

My head just hurts cause in my rush to leave I was bending over to get my car keys from my purse, and I just pulled the car door open without moving my head out of the way and almost knocked myself out. It was actually kinda funny. So this spot on my head hurts. Oh well! This stupid moment presented to you by yours truly.

RANT: I so grateful to my Folklore prof. So we had to write this paper and submit it online, which was technically due the 19th by 12 AM (so Friday night). But even though the thing online says our paper will be late, as long as we email him beforehand, we can turn in the paper later (like a couple days). I just turned mine in at 11:59 Saturday night. I don't know why the heck it takes me forever to write a simple 5 page paper. It took about nine hours sitting at the computer trying to put something down (I wasn't focused the whole time-whoops). Ug. Def not an English major. Well, I hope I get a good grade. The paper's about folksongs and traditions, and so I wrote about my mom singing Greek songs when I was younger. It was really nice to reminsce. Too bad my ending was bad, I said something like I hope when I'm older I can sing these songs to my children too. HaHAhaha...oh well, its my own fault if I get a sucky grade. Next paper (thankfully only one more in this class) I'll do better. See that's the nice thing, I haven't written a paper since spring quarter. That's one things I love about science classes. Unfortunately you still do writing in those classes, but its not essays!


ANYways, I really should go to bed. Tommorow I've got to study for my folklore and calculus midterms on Tuesday! Plus a Greek quiz on Monday. Yay! (Nay!)

Back to Routine

Dang, no bio this quarter. Of course the one quarter I decide to take it everyone decides to show up that registered to lab. The lady there she doesn't think that's ever happened before. Pretty much the first week of school was the most stressful. I literally lost my appetite, deciding Greek or chem, which was based on getting into bio. But I decided not to take chem 162 (at least for now), which means I won't be with people I know if I decide to take it later on. I realize that I'm okay with my decision, and I shouldn't be trying to base these decisions on who is in the class (although knowing someone in a hard class like that def helps). I can't fit in four classes anyways..I still need Bio, Greek and Math 125. I've accepted that I'm probably going to do summer quarter again, which will either be finishing up the Bio series or doing an O-Chem class (ew). But only ONE class this time. I really need to work and make the moolah so I can pay for school and go to Europe (hopefully).

The funny thing is that I went into Greek the first day expecting to see Elias since I knew he was taking it. I see a couple people I know from church camp and I laugh cause it's like I know most of the class (only 15 people). Turns out I kinda know the professor too, he goes to church with a family we know in Tacoma. Really hilarious to me. But this class is totally my fave, it's all in Greek (except at the end of class he speaks English to explain things) and the time goes by so fast cause I'm all focusing in learning and saying the right thing. Much better than Greek school.

So my parents approached me about moving downstairs, as in where my yiayia lived. I guess I kinda don't have a choice, as I'm currently hesistant to move down there. Firstly because yeah, I'm still emotionally unstable every time I go down there. Secondly, I've learned to love my room, even if it is puny! I mean, they said I could have get togethers and have people over late cause sometimes they can't sleep when I have friends over. So that's cool. And there is a TV down there, but that's not a neccessity for me. My mom was like, "Well we can go to Ikea, get a new carpet and you can get a couch and some other things.." But I really can't stand to change anything. I've grown up with that area being hers, even though I know as she was a completely selfless person that she wouldn't mind, but still...I don't know. Thankfully even if this does happen it won't be for a bit.

Today I had my consultation for my wisdom teeth. The same guy who did Penny's teeth and kinda slashed out part of her tounge. OK, I know that sounded violent. She actually used the word scraped instead of slash. But I met the guy and he seemed nice. My surgery's on a Friday and hopefully I will recover physically (i.e. no major swelling) by Monday. I've talked to like everyone I know about their experiences and of course each person is different. Guess I'll have to wait and see.

Well, hope all you guys are having a good year so far! Only two more months till winter break!

First Day Of School

...its wierd to be back in school, fall quarter. I forgot how busy it is. I wonder why it's the busiest quarter? Anyways, the day was okay, I'm still trying to figure out my schedule and hoping that someone drops Biology so I can get in. And now I'm all worried about taking the last general chemistry class, which is the same time as the greek class I'm currently registered in. I know people in both classes and I know I shouldn't base my choice on that. But it doesn't help that chem's pretty much closed...ahh. Woes of me. I won't describe all my troubles here. Plus my cell has this problem again where I can only hear speakerphone. It sucks.

Well better get some sleep, my head hurts and I gotta be in class bright and early at 9AM..calculus..yay....NOT.

...

I miss her so much. And there's this guilt, for not visiting as much during her last days. Friday was the worst. Seeing her made it so painful and real. My emotions are so scattered these past couple days. Every now and then I lose it. I'm so glad she's not in pain anymore, but not having her here is a horrible feeling. Going downstairs is so painful, just too many memories. I'm actually sad that I can have friends over late and not worry about making too much noise. I actually cried when America's Funniest Videos came on- we watched that with her during the last year. The house just isn't the same. The worst thing is that the last time I talked with her I was when I told her happy birthday. But I know that she knew I really cared and loved her, and that's what matters.

meh.

I just found out that I have to get my wisdom teeth taken out. Not really suprised but I'm dreadin it! I know that I won't have it done until after summer quarter, in September when I get my quick "second" summer break. At least I know that tingly feeling isn't actually a cavity.


So yea..haven't hung out with anyone yet. And this party thing is going bad. I wanted to do it Saturday but Ian and Carolee can't come then and Ian's gonna be leaving! And I understand everyone's working...I think I will just have people over. Yup. And it will have to be late.

To The Moon and Back

Ah...one week closer to finals. yay. This weekend was crazy, or at least Saturday was. I went to work, picked up my jeans and got Grace a present, came home and ate, changed and left with Grace to go see Spidey 3. Thankfully Grace liked her present- a tee that had a woman punching out a man...heh. But yea, the movie was pretty good. Spidey's not my fave superhero but its worth at least one watch. But James Franco is soooo attractive! The movie is def intense and long. It was really nice to see Grace though. After the movie we went to Dicks and saw some kiddies all drussed up. We saw Reid, or Reed dunno the spelling but yea.

Lately my mind has been changing frequently on what I want to do...I mean I know my major but do I want to go to med school? Should I take those more intense classes? Issh.


Well bettah go do the last chem hw for 142..yay!

Nice Day

Man I keep forgetting about this. Sorry guys...


Right now I feel pretty good. My mom got a backyard swing for Mother's Day and I am taking full advantage of it- we get WiFi in the backyard! Today was really warm, at least in the mid 80s. Finally I realize summer is coming, and fast. I just realized within 3 weeks this quarter will be done! Oh man...

This past weekend I got to spend some time with friends with the first time in months. Angela had her b-day party at the Cheesecake Factory which took forever to get it! But its really nice inside and so crowded! I got to see my Reilly, and other Ballard people I haven't seen for a year. We all loved the waiter..that can make or break your dining experience! Reilly and I were talking about how we couldn't believe its already been almost a year since prom (we saw some people having dinner all dressed up). We both talked about what we would do differently, such as different dresses/hairstyles (i know, REAL important..but we're just sayin!) I know I found a dress I would have snatched up instantly. I still like dressing up which I don't get to do too often! Hopefully I'll have some occasion to go to soon... :)

But the downside in life right now is that Biology 180 just filled up and I was going to take it in sequence thru the year. And angela's taking it! Ug...Now I gotta find some class to fill that void. I cannot do 10 credits, I'm already paying for it for not having enough credits to register earlier. Oh well, not gonna focus too much on the past. I got a chem midterm next week! I better pass this class..I mean, i can get more than a 1.8, right? haha. But Greek only has 1 person so far so I know I can get it! Yay! And math..boooo!

Okay I better go inside, its startin to get chillay. Plus tons o hw!

Saturday Night

Tonight is Saturday, and I'm home alone..Mikeys coming soon. I'm pondering what crazy things to do. Well, I guess I'm doing something crazy right now! So I've had this shirt for about a year and didn't wear it till this week, and got pen on it~a pen was sticking into my back from my backpack..yea ha ha laugh. It hurt! But I read that milk might help get it off? If not, I'm trying hairspray..?

Nothing exciting to report. Except I've done chemistry hw two Fridays now...wow. Oh wait, I did go see the Human Body at IMAX..really interesting. I learned about how every morning when you open your eyes you burn cells from your retinas and then you have fresh sensor cells! Tiiight. And these things in your cochlea dance when you hear sound. Sorry, guess that's my biology lesson for today.

Can't believe its May already!! Fall registration is coming..ahh!

kung fu fighting- kapow!

Thank goodness, my lab partner is so nice. And it turns out I'm right across from Angela and her genius partner, so that all worked out. Phew. The rules are extremely strict in the labs, even more so than high school. Like you gotta wear goggles at all times and have to go out in the hall to adjust them. I guess its for safety and all that.

I saw David on the bus this week. After talking to him it made me realize how I haven't really seen any of my old friends at all lately. I feel so bad. But I've been so lazy and just not wanting to go out much on the weekends. Hopefully that will change. I dunno..I miss Grace! (And you guys too of course!)

Also just found out a new Artic Monkeys CD will be coming out..sweet! I actually stole a ton of music from Penny, half I don't even know what it is! But its all about adventure and listening.

Okay, I'm gonna do some chem..there's a midterm next week! Whoopie! It's kinda wierd, but I like chem! (I can't believe I wrote that!)

jeez..

I need to STOP PROCRASTINATING.

It's Night. Yup.

Howdy y'all.

Today I saw my dad's engine at school, his shift too except he's on vaycay so he wasn't there. Not too exciting but yea!

Angela and I went to the Chem Study Center and when we got a little help on this one hard problem we finally were able to figure out the answers, but the tutors noticed and asked us to help explain the method to some people since they couldn't get others to understand. I had my moment of pride. A guy actually came up to me for help! Anyways, not letting it get to my head. Probably happens only once every 18 years..

Just saw Kate and Leopold last week. I thought it was a little cheesy but really cute! I'm not usually into "chick flicks", but I liked this one. Uh, hello, Hugh Jackman?

I'm probably not going to update this for at least a week since I've got much to do, and its my first wet lab this week. I'm hopin its not gonna take the full 3 hours. And I hope my lab partner is awesome, since Angela and I's scheme to work together isn't going to happen since partners are chosen by last name! Curses!

Love Is Just A Lyric In A Children's Rhyme

Well happy belated Easter! Hope everyone had a good easter. Mine was literally filled with food. And good friends. And that is all I needed. Didn't do squat on hw, but hey I was busy. Today I was figuring out my summer schedule as registration for summer is next week. And Autumn registration is next month! Oh man...good thing I'm planning out everything. I'm just worried the classes won't work together. Dang that would really le suck.

On the plus side, I have begun to seriously work out. It's funny its taken me soo long. But I got some workout clothes at TJ Maxx for really cheap so I wouldn't have any excuse. My hammys and muscles in my back I didn't even know I had are sore. Sore is good though. Next mission: Jeans that a) I like b) fit me well and c) won't break the bank. Yea right....

Oh and I totally learned today than Juan de Fuca was actually a Greek guy. No kiddin. His real name was Ioannis something Greek long last name probably. Why the change in name? Apparently something to do with the fact that he was sponsered by the Spanish..I dunno! But yea, learn something new every day!

And go check out Lily Allen if you haven't. She's a fiesty Brit who's actually pretty fun to listen to.

Anyways, I'm going to learn about how important sound is in film..mm yes. And stoichometry!

Me thinks me gettin sick..

Sorry its been a while guys. Over break I got so relaxed and its kinda carrying over to this quarter. So far classes are going pretty well. I like my Chem prof and TA which is really nice. And the Cinema Crime Scenes class I think will be a nice counter to the chem. I can't wait to watch Minority Report! Even though I must admit ever since he went nuts I'm not a huge Tom Cruise fan.

So I went to school today and I heard all these sirens and stuff..and kinda brushed it off as it is the U-District. Well after class I called my dad to let him know I was coming home and he was like are you alright? I was confused and then he told me there was fatal shooting in a building close to where my classes are! I must admit I was pretty nervous walking to the bus stop and on the bus. It just made me think that with such a huge school and so many people, anyone can just walk in with a gun. Creepers.

I'm very excited as some family friends are coming from Cyprus tommorow for Easter. Easter's pretty sweet too. Chocolate bunnies and all.. I'm pretty much positive I can stay up till 2:30 for the Saturday night service since I do it all the time now anyways!!

Homestreeeeecccch!

AH> I'm dyin. I'm SOOO close to being finished with the quarter. Tommorrow! at about 4:20 pm. Hopefully I'll finish a lil early. I just got two 2pg essays to write. That's not as bad as a 4 pg essay, riiight? I'm trying to keep focus by listening to upbeat musick. And a psych test. All I need is like a 76 and then I can get my 4.0. Math is done, and hopefully I'll get a somewhat decent grade.

dang daylight savings. I was up at like 1:57 and then I look again and it's 3am and I'm like where did that hour go?! My life is passing me by!! Then I realized daylight savings is early. Pretty sweet but so mean to sneak up like dat. Why dude?

Ug, I wish everyone was coming home, even though I know it's only one week and we may not have to same break. But I do have things to do- play some Zelda, sleep in, be fat/lazy, read my book, and work.

Oh man I just wanna say I was called for a microsoft study (you get free stuff for participating) and they call you and ask questions to see if you qualify. I got all excited because the guy was like, this involves playing games, that's cool right? I was like psshh yes! Then he asked what game systems we have and started asking how many hrs in the last yr i've played all these games..I only played a couple of the games he mentioned so I didn't qualify! I knew I shoulda played more video games...

Yes, I don't know if I've mentioned it but I did get a job at my mommy's work. I was pretty excited cause I've been wanting to work there for a bit. I just don't want a fast food or grocery store job. Plus I really need money because I'm pretty sure I am getting a digital camera! Yay! Mikey's getting my brick. So no one can make fun of me anymore! (ahem...carey...jk! you know I love ya.) I just hope this camera doesn't do anything funny on me. I don't want to have to deal with its problems.

Okay I better finish these essays. Hope everyone had a good weekend!

Much luvv.

Summer SkooL

Ah, the weekend. Very relaxing. Just kidding! I got finals next week, ick. And I just found out I'm barely passing math, and I'm probably going to have to take it again. I'm so embarrased that it came to this, I feel like a total slacker. I know I could have spent more time on it, but the way the grading is, as someone else said, "half the class ends up failing". At least I don't have a zero. But I felt like the last couple months were a waste of time, and I may end up taking two classes this summer. Oh yea, I'm doing skool this summer. I have to take Chem 152 so I can start the Biology series next year. And I'm taking Chem 142 next quarter so I can do 152. Hopefully next summer I'll be taking a break. I've not yet gotten over the fact that it will be summer and everyone will be home- and I'll still be in school. But I really don't want to waste time. I just looked at Biology reqs and there's a load of science classes, which I would preferabbly not like to lump together. On the bright side, I don't have to take anymore English! Wooo! Anyways, if I'm only taking a couple classes, then maybe I will be able to hang out a little still, and be able to get good grades with one less class worth of work to do. Plus I need to learn to STOP PROCRASTING and get to work! Yes, life totally sucks right now, but at least spring break is not too far away...

Happy Prez Day

Ah, monday. This is an okay Monday. Home from school, lazily doing hw and dreading math test on Thursday.

Spent last couple days with my mom, on Saturday we had dinner at Agua Verde and saw Breach. Ture story about the biggest traitor in the FBI. He spends 23 hours a day in solitary confinement! I can't even begin to imagine.. But the movie was pretty good, so I reccommend y'all go see it.

Yesterday we hit up Alderwood. I was disapointed, not much..Still kinda in between seasons. But I wish I had gotten this cool clock necklace and tried on this dressy shirt at Forever 21- I love cheap clothes! Oh well. At least I saved some money. For food, I guess.

I don't even know what happened but it's almost time already to sign up for classes for spring quarter. Geez! Freshman year is almost two thirds over! I'm thinking some art classes, and math or chem. At least for biology majors you gotta take those ugly courses and then finally do the exciting bio series. That's what I want to get to. And I know foreign lang is gonna have to happen next year- whether its French or Greek. (I've decided I'm going to continue a language I already partially know, and not rack up another partially learned language)

Okey dokey! I'm going to not procrastinate!

happy corporate holiday!

Happy Valentine's Day!

Mesh. Life is like an hourglass glued to the table- fo sho. I can't believe it's halfway through the quarter again, what the heck man!

I'm going to be happy once its Friday. I've got a 4pg paper due Thursday, psych test Tuesday and Math- az alwayz. Ick ick ick. I feel like I know my psych, but I felt that way last time and didn't do so good...hmm.

Yea...nothing too exciting except my dad and sibs are leaving to go to this Greek dance festival in Cali, so I get to hang out with my mommy! I'm happy because its going to make her happy, giving her a chance to get out of the house. Hope I have enough time for hw. I guess I will make time! Hah!

Alright, best do another 2 lame hours of work.

College, you are le suck.

That Girl

Finally the week is over.

I delt with the harsh reality that I suck at college. I got a nine out of forty on my first math midterm. Might as well not have done it! Thankfully the median was 22, and I will do better on the next one. And my dad was understanding of how hard college math is. The most frustrating is its sorta stuff I've done before but they've somehow made it complicated. I'm feeling better since the TA is Penny's friend and is hopefully willing to help me pass this class. I really need one on one tutoring.

Got to hang out with Elias, which is cool. Haven't seen him in a couple years! I love my Greek homies..haha. Also got to see my Fig friends. That was cool.

I'm feeling better after brief suffocation that I thought I just lost the coat I've been craving. Whew. I love getting federal tax income back!

I hate being sick, but it's honestly not bothering me too much. I just hate not being able to taste food, the soul of my being. And doesn't make my mood better.

Alright, gotta study this weekend, whooo! Psychology man. Today I signed up for a couple psych experiments. We'll see how it goes. But I def want the xtra credit for doing it.

I'm Not Okay..

I have a dumb math test tommorow. I don't feel at all prepared. We just blitzed through seven chapters in the last couple weeks. I miss the way math was taught in high school! I need Mrs. Bower! It's funny, I know the math but the way it's presented..as one other guy put it, "its so they make you fail.." I honestly hope that isn't true. Hopefully my page of notes will help me. Plus I need to finish an article analysis. Which isnt that painful but I'm making it so. I def care about math, not so much geog since its pretty easy. So far anyways. Okay, I'm doing work. I said I was going to stop this procrastination and I can already see how well that's going. But after the math test tommorow, life will be good!


I NEED a good math grade!

Feeling like failure.

I got two tests this week: psych and math. And I don't feel very prepared for either. I've been really procrastonating and its gotta stop. Like after I finish writing this. I feel like I need to get really good grades this quarter so I can get into a biology major. AHHHHH. Math is so hard, but not so I don't understand why I can't get it. I wish it was high school and I could understand math (mostly) again. Sorry this is a ton of complaining, but this has and will be my focus in life for the next couple weeks. I just want to get at least a 3.5 in those classes. And I figure with up to .3 extra credit I should get at least that if not more in Psych. Just have to continously study. That's really what I gotta do. Oh well, I'm just so glad there's no English.

How We Operate

My brain- dead. I got an entire two hours of sleep last night- but that's totally my fault. My arms and legs? Dead. I feel like someone stretched out my arms and legs. Icky. But I burned some calories. Mikey and I shredded up that hill haha. I spent an entire weekend watching the entire second season of Grey's Anatomy, nasty habit I know. And snowboarding today, and now I have someone to go board with! That's cool. So kinda productive. I'm still not getting used to this school schedule again. I keep comparing the begining of this quarter with the last, which seems years ago. It's so funny because before I flipped out whenever I had a break and didn't have anyone to hang out with. I'm okay with that now since I feel less dependent- add in the fact of extra time for hw. I miss seeing my Fig buddies, but hopefully we can still stay in touch. I've made a couple new friends, like in psych. Geography and Health is my fave class- most def. I can't understand why they don't have quiz sections. I'm not going to learn anything! Or, it will be much more difficult...or not. I know exactly what I need to learn, which is way better than anthro. Ug, so glad I don't have that anymore. Hope everyone is back and school and having fun times. UW hasn't missed a single day since this snow crazyness started. Whatever..at least we don't have to make up any days. I wish it had snowed this much last year though!

Alrighty. I best get something done tonight. Happy MLK Day.

Happy 2007...and all that jazz..

..And before you know it break is over. Well I know everyone else doesn't have school yet. But I do!! Isn't life grand. But its been good so far, cause nothing has started yet really. But I did spend 117 on a psych book. That was NOT fun. Brendan was working there though, I was like hey what are you doing here? There isn't your school. Haha..My Geog and Psych Profs seems really awesome. Math just sucks so whatever. At least Jenna's there too.

I have 4 other Ballard kids in psych and I swear I didn't know any of them were taking that class. It's kinda funny actually.

Hopefully I can get awesome grades in these classes. Go me. <---That's enthusiasim right there.